one day. i had everything. we were planning my dream tgt. i was happily with my family. i had people supporting me. & thn suddenly i had nothing.

babies, just give up on meeee ~

as if theres any hope left for someone like me?

OMG THERES SUDDENLY SO MANY PPL I WANT TO MEET ~~ likeeee its been damn long since i even contacted everyone?! gonna start meeting ppl when i get back from shanghai :D:D cant waitttt!! ~~

im finally gaining my social life backkkk :D happy ttm ! recently been doing all the wrong & bad things with my loves, but so what, im loving it !! :D:D oooops. theeee original happy & noisy kyushi will be back SOOOOOON i promise ^^

double loves to sis & bros, i cant imagine life w/o all of you <3

fucking sian. idk why. morning met heidy at her house to bleach our hair :D mine's like super not obvious :( hers is damn obvious but she dont like ! :( i want change loh ^^ after tht went tooooo tpy to meet up with lydia :D went to blk 9 to ball with her & the rest :D hahahas ^^

thnnn went to linus hse to meet baby and him :D went to bishan to eat, clement joined us ! ^^ and then back to tpy. went to 30+ to ball with bren again :D:D hahahas more fun bahs, at least there the guys dont rang ^^ enjoyed myself pretty much, but my toes bled :( siannnns.

went to baby's ! supposed to go home ( sorry mummy ) but my mood.. haih so went to lan with baby and clement. fucking sian. idk why im so affected. just damn sian . at braddell we pick up half a pack of next reds. suddenly mood change, beccome happy le ! and thennn.. checked and realise inside is chiong texas 5 = =" wtfck ! rahhhhs :(:(

whyyyyy is ittttt nobody seeeeees what im aiming forrr. just like everyone, i just want everyone to be happpyyyy ~ i guess what im doing just isnt enoughhh. somethings i sayyyyy.. idkkk.. its just askinggg? not asking for quarrels or anythinggg? ke neng shi wo cuo le bahhhs. i dunno what to do about everything anymore. just feel like rotting and home and slp everyday & night = no troubles. yay ?!